Today , i was rummaging through my hard drive and I found this little file that was made after lots of Limoncello in the parking lot of Jets Stadium.
Now down to business. I had an interesting thing happen to me. Have you ever met a person who is always smiling, sweet and phreindly. Like my new word. I combined PHONY and FRIENDLY. I am amused, well back to my story… This individual constantly asks me to support their charitable endeavors, I don’t think they do it because they care: I think they are involved so they can feel important. However, I feel compelled to live a life of redemption, so I capitulate in the hopes of feeling my equality come back to me. Mistake number one, I ran into this person Saturday and everytime I see them , I feel dirty. Dirty, not because of them, but because I have to adjust my moral compass to allow them to interact with me and dump their phony caddy behavior to get what I need.
How I long for the days when I could either say what I feel or have the freedom to turn and walk away. Children, responsibilities sometimes force us to do things that are uncomfortable. But I have learned that the key to a balance life is too monitor People, Places or Things.
So , I guess I feel the need to write this , just in case this person stops by, reads it and says ” Wow , that sounds like me”. I think it’s a nice way to say F OFF, I know your game.
Have a great day, Stay Happy.