I have a reoccurring theme going on in my life. IBefore I delve into it , I must state emphatically that I caused today’s activities. No I didn’t do anything wrong today. I did things wrong many yesterdays ago. As people , we tend to live in the moment and we tend to think that deeds good or bad affect us immediately. While that may happen from time to time; what truly happens is that today’s events have been set in motion by activities transpired in the past. If we make amends it takes time for the dirt to wash out.
So I really want to express the discomfort I have with myself and the pain , I have caused. Is it unrepairable? I don’t know all I can do is move onward and upward. Working 90+ hours a week for money that I used to make in a day is very very humbling. I can’t afford any bumps in the road, however that seems to be my road at the moment. Wish I could buy a good set of shocks.
So in parting, remember you reap what you sow.